Last week, I Quit!

I'd been thinking, dreaming and planning it now for a few months and last week, I did it!

However, I did it silently, without notice or conversation. Actually, I didn't have to tell anyone because it only happened in my mind! (Sigh!)

I'd been planning my departure and imagining the relief I'd feel after it was all said and done. But with no other job offer and the internal struggle of wanting to be loyal to my employer and stick it out in hopes of improvement, I'm still there. I'm taking it one day at a time, trying to change my outlook, continuing to do my best, taking charge of my life by reducing my hours without feeling guilty, reading Work Happy Now blogs, focusing on personal interests when not at work and taking steps to build upon my future plan. Though I haven't quit my job, I have finally quit stressing myself out as much...better late than never.

What I realize is...something has to change. If it's not the job right now, then it clearly must be me. I have to put a smile on my face, take inevitable frustrations lightly, go with the flow and set my own boundaries to help promote happiness and balance.

With the recent change of seasons, we have now entered Spring, my 2nd favorite time of year. The grass is becoming greener, the birds are chirping even louder, sun is shining longer and chill is leaving the air...I love it! My to-do list includes registering for a class to take this summer, finding permanent part-time employment and helping propel my new business venture to new heights. Knowing these things will bring me greater happiness gives me strength, energy and determination to take charge of my life and act on my full potential.

So actually, last week I guess I did quit...I quit worrying, complaining and feeling defeated. I quit taking myself for granted. I quit succumbing to work pressures and decided my health and happiness must come first. My job is a blessing, it's serving its current purpose...but this does not define nor limit me and I know there are even greater things to come. The puzzle pieces are coming together...and I can see the picture start to take form.

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